Saal ka dusra din start hua late uthne se... socha tha uthunga 5 baje or utha 8.45am par aur phir wo hi uthte hi phone dekhna... ye samajh aata hai ki ye aadat gandi hai aur change karni hai par chhot nahi rahi.. phir subah subah nisha ka call aaya thodi derbaatein kari or phir apna routine... ye FMS ke dost socha nahi tha is age mei koi dost bhi banenge par pyaare hai aur achhe hai... Bhagwan ki pooja ki aur aaj khaane ko mila mera favourite palak paneer... thodi der office ka kaam kiya phir wo hi gandi aadat instagram scroll karne ki.... aisa laga ki addiction ho gya saara din instagram to finally aaj instagram app delete kar diya phone mein se ab wo kitne din rehta hai wo dekhna hai... Phir nisha vikram ke sath video call karte karte kab 8.5km walk kar li pata hi nahi chala... aisa laga ki kaise shiva meri zindagi mei aaye aur kaise kaise unhone anubhav karaye aur aage bhi wo hi sambhalenge... aaj kuch productive to nahi kiya bas ek motorcycling ki video dekhi ki kaise motorcycling heal karti hai... cortisol ghat ta hai... UCLA ki study kehti hai ki motorcycling se focus badhta hai, pre frontal cortex mei change hota hai... bas ab nisha aur vikram ke sath phir call.... aisa lagta hai jaise shiva ne inse milwaya hi isiliye ki stress kam ho jaye... bas ab din ka ant karenge... kitab ke kuch panne padheneg... aur aaj ek nayi book bhi order ki... free ride... koshish to hai ki ye likhna jaari rahe or shayad kal gym chala jau... Aaj udaasi wali feeling to nahi aayi par lonely jarur feel hua...
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